Journal
Things I'm thinking about, on the farm and in the studio. Updated when there's something worth saying.
LIFE is ROSEY
I stepped outside the night of the day that the breeze hadn’t stopped whistlin’. The grass felt stiff, crackin under the weight of my heels, the sky looked violent, quickly movin black clouds kept the mountain tops hidde…
Read →THE POWER OF THE COLLECTIVE CONFERENCE (part dos)
Is it possible to discover one’s own conclusion of dilemma, conflict, situation when being bombarded with external observation, so freely given, and with such adamant voices, by those that the SEARCHER holds (in heart) w…
Read →SUCCESSFUL CAREER of LOVE (part UNO)
Is it the lack of informative discussion that may lead one to slight (if not full) misinterpretation of something? We are born and raised with certain expectations of what MANY MANY THINGS should be in our lives. What a…
Read →MAGICAL LEAVES RED WHITE BLACK HEAT This year I decided
. MAGICAL LEAVES RED WHITE BLACK HEAT This year I decided (possibly too last minute) to compile songs in regards to the above title. . Songs about country Songs about Christmas Songs about acceptance And solitude, commit…
Read →Dreams of Future / Moments of Capture
I float on a cloud wondering possible futures Falling asleep with the hope of a suture It isn’t the fear of another cut broken For a fool I would be to buy in the notion To put into words what the brightest tomorrow Idyl…
Read →Magical Leaves Red White Black Heat
“What do you do?” I sit and think about it for a moment, I don’t know if I should be honest of my doings and don’t’s but I will probably just conform to the general concept of “what one does” in meaning what one may do t…
Read →MERRY FISHMAS / THE VOX / TO FOLLOW THE SPIRIT
MERRY FISHMAS Seasonal heat comes in waves. For this boy it starts right before Thanksgiving. My mind starts to stockpile a boat of ideas, of names / faces / who’s and who not’s. Quickly after that it begins to sort each…
Read →FALLACY OF TRUTH / BIKE TO DEATH
Circumstantial Collision. Fated Future. Hazardous Happenstance. All give sharp edge to the shovel, an upper hand to the gambler, a euphoric vision for the searcher / the lost / the addict. One hundred and eighty two days…
Read →TERRIFIED of TRY TRY TRY AGAIN // DESTINED to DEATH
It seemed to TERRIFY me. The whole notion and its floating companions of doubt, demise, digital death, all deriving from the history of pattern that I had hidden under for such a long time. For many seasons, years, momen…
Read →Day 2, I think
Day 2, I think.
Read →DEATH Air / Californian KINGS
************* A month and a half. 45 days. The anticipation is almost more than i can bear. ************* 17 days ago i contracted pneumonia. The air in Utah has been toxic and EVEN with that being a fact floating around…
Read →Cottage Grove // Magic Man // Into the Mystic
Impossibility weaves it’s poetic tongue through the blankets, confusing the sleeper, driving doubt into the gray matter. Confusion. “I get lost inside the sheets” isn’t an uncommon phrase. “I’m still running in the morni…
Read →Richard Swift // Heart of the Country
Last month ( early June ) I was having a conversation with Evan In regard to the changing musical world and where to take refuge while the overhead dimming light is swaying back and forth. The last record was recorded an…
Read →Dreams of Karen / Take it Like the SPIRIT
The impossible task of keeping my future self up to date with my current self by ways of writing down and posting todays/yesterdays events has seemed to slip away from my stronghold and dissipated with the winter chill.…
Read →Should I Make Mine Like Yours / Dead Dog Don’t Come Around Here
Midnight Ramble through the horse fields / REAL SNOW FALL / Anthony Rides. The last day of Anthony’s stay had arrived, quicker than I had anticipated. My mind couldn’t help but run to the intense conclusion(s) that when…
Read →I Travel / I Travel in Time / I Travel in Time Until I Don’t
Sand in hair / Millie girl / Laguna Beach, CA. Time THOUGHT, warping back to the year 2012. Touring / traveling at that time in my life felt completely logical / normal / sustainable . Regularly scheduled departures and…
Read →I Turn Into a Pumpkin / Big Man and his Bigger Shadow
The hours of the sun, at least those by which we gauge our tireless, quickly passing, list riddled days, change. Shorter, colder, and frost tickled moments of sunlight trickle into the end of yet another year by which I…
Read →Find a reason to speak / Learn to quiet when needs be
Mika, the true embodiment of FINLAND (for me) Preparation, despite it’s obvious benefits of allowing the participant to gain an advancement into the desired machine seems so futile when stacked up against the creaking jo…
Read →Termite in the Trunk / Wave Dancing
As tomorrow arrives, rendering today’s shirt useless, imaginary, residing only in the space that we create on the backs of waves, quickly decaying into the nothingness of the “PAST” I take a moment, if…
Read →A Medic / A Maniac
A breeze of heavy wind came whistlin through the cracks in the doors and seams of the windows as we steered our slowly failing ship, south, down the asphalt lines, toward Bluffton in the wet, green state of South Carolin…
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